Todays script is probably too personal to share on an online blog. But, I swear I did write one! It's three pages long and in a sense is a telling of a reality I would love to come true.
I would describe myself as a hopeful person and that I usually lean on the side of optimism. That said, these last few days have had a lot of ups and downs. Painful in many ways for me but, for sure an opportunity for more growth. The pain and tests will assuredly be something I will be grateful for someday, even if I struggle to appreciate that now. But, then I also my pain is minuscule in comparison to what some have been through recently. I see friends and the way they have so beautifully been able to accept such a great loss in their lives. How they suffered with such dignity, spirituality and detachment. It makes me feel that if I can harness even a fraction of their example then I will be okay. I will grow and I will come out of this period far stronger than I ever could have been had the tests not been given mercifully to me by God.
The story I wrote about today is one with a future I have hope for but, I know I need to let go of. Letting go is not me losing hope or giving up on it but more accepting that I need to be more detached and focus on other things for now. There is wisdom in every journey, no matter how pleasant or painful it is.
Tomorrow I want to try and write something uplifting and funny. I hope I can achieve that.
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